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Getman A. Shmel'

Getman A. Shmel'

Author Getman A.
Title Shmel'
Description Vera is twenty-four years old. She has just separated from her husband, found a good job and now shares a flat with a neighbour who is a psychoanalyst. Around her stretch the traces of suitcase wheels left by hundreds of acquaintances, and social media offers contradictory advice on how to live inside a catastrophe. As Vera subscribes to news channels, unsubscribes from them and then subscribes again, a contented bumblebee buzzes louder and louder inside her. Vera’s anxiety finally merges with the general panic. Time after time, she hopes she has found a way out, without noticing that she is walking in circles.

This is a story about how quietly a disorder can direct a person, force them to adapt to others and impose guilt for any attempt to turn off the path. It is also about an important property of anxiety that is rarely discussed: it very much wants to grow, and it feeds on other people’s external anxiety. It gladly embeds itself in global catastrophes and crises; this is its own authorial space. And when there is nothing suitable in the outside world, it forces a person to create catastrophes on the scale of their own life. The path of a person with an anxiety disorder is an endless rushing back and forth between “I have finally found a new path” and “ah, so this is the very same forest”.

Anya Getman is a contemporary Russian writer, literary mentor and blogger. She is known to a wide audience through her blog and books on writing.
Year 2024
Publisher Poljandrija
Pages 256
Cover Paperback
ISBN 978-5-6050404-9-1
In Stock
Price: 180.00 kr.